My Boxed Up Blog

Monday, May 31, 2010

hahaha! mummy min u dun get to eat my chocolate!
cause is studied finish and quite thoroughly 3 out
of 6 chapters today, and the 1st lecture i completed
before today so left 2 chapters =D
yayayayayayyayayayayay!
I really should stay away from my laptop, it works man

i love my dear high cuts but very pain leh T_T
i hope wear more the pain will go away

Jen || 11:35 PM

Sunday, May 30, 2010

i studied 5 - 6 slides today..
tml gna study more,alot more

Jen || 10:50 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

thurs - slack
fri-out to hunt for shoes and got it and love it AND MAD HAPPY CAUSE OF IT =D
sat- out for picnic and kite flying resulting in different colours in body parts
lols,ps to yv,jazz,winnie and ziwei,make u all run around. kkk,next time i charge battery full full then go out =D treat u eat mac la

sun-dance AND study pls. please study pinjen,please please please.

Jen || 8:32 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2010

i slept thru the day,i study a few slides of food chem jiu KO le, i shall try studying through the night

Jen || 10:15 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

YAY my bad mood gone.
walao i tell u dancing is MY CURE
=D
Even modern dance warms ups can make me happy

i like sharing food with friends =D

and i realise how bad i am at cooking..
cause i always cook eggs,vege,noodles,can food etc
but no meat..no seafood
and frying? only eggs,sometimes vege,and i dun add salt
If it's too bland i add sauce or other stuff later de

and if i ever need to mix? anyhow oso, no measurements

=( melvin and weijian always say they're useless at pracs
now i feel like i'm useless
all i do is wash wash wash
oyea,i dun chop either cause my house knifes and chopping board are really
......age old.....and kinda useless
so i just cook veges that dun need chopping
carrots? eat raw ^_^ no i'm not rabbit,i'm goat

okk i'll learn along the way somehow
my theory is so much better than pracs

sooooooooo....tml and fri no sch =D
going to hunt for my high cuts
probably going to studio!!! hehehe

good luck + jiayou + gambatte + ka you to mummy min!

Jen || 9:13 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

tired

suddenly feel like rocks falling on me

maybe i'm over thinking

i should just stay away from facebook and youtube

then i will study and understand and not so stress

i feel damn bad to my sis oso

she want the cheap pckage as well

but i wher got face to ask him for another exception

i very scared she ask herself

then maybe my instructor will start thinking bad of me

arghhhh,im just tired now,so negative
must rest awhile

Jen || 10:58 PM

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GIMME A PLACE TO SCREAM OUT MY ANGER PLEASE

Jen || 9:27 PM

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Jen || 9:25 PM

ok i tried to study for food chem, i really did
but after that few slides i just became really really
sleepy, i think its like part of my habit alr T_T
i shall try again..a while later =p
i was to print notes today but as usual problems
this time is no ink haizz

Jen || 8:29 PM

i am happy, grateful, stress and motivated

LOLS...serious contradiction

happy: i'm going back to open classes and after i pay my debts i probably can work alot lesser but still can dance

grateful: Andy and studio wu help me to get the "cheaper" package. But if not for them i probably will dance alot lesser..very very very very grateful

stress: the cheaper refers to the old unlimited dance package,i'll be stretching my finance real thin and may not be able to pay my dance and school fees on time. And i might get busy till i don't wanna study

motivated: i'm going to be kept busy and i have to plan a schedule if i want to pass my modules and pay my fees but since this is for my dreams...KAYOU!!!!!

woah,better now i've got it out. yes i'm crazy to do this, but this is practically the last chance such a "cheap" package is coming by. i love studio wu!! (just why did they have to compete with overseas pricing? sighhs..or maybe they're going broke o.o) just hope i dun get Andy into trouble,really think he's my "en ren" in dance sia hahahaha! ok sounds a lil weird

oh well if i really can handle the finance stuff...i'll use my last resort....the parent's loan lol... or the sister's loan...which i'll doubt i'll use since that includes interest ==

BUT i'll still get my high cuts,i've been yearning for it like a year...... i'll get it, but i'll work extra hard for it too

ps: i TOTALLY mistook someone for astrid and it was freaking embarrasing cause i dun think she heard me call her astrid and I kept talking and i think she was confused ARGHHHHH!!! i realise when i thought back and i saw her before aiya long story, another case of blurness ARGHHH!!! diu lian leh!

Jen || 3:06 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2010

i'm back early, usually i'd party till the club closes
hahas 1st time drink alcohol until vomit
i realise nightclub city the blue hair very realistic
Cause before vomiting the vision will really go
blackish,hahas! very cool eh,but no thanks to a second
time though.

Then immediately after vomit will feel better de
but i not so crazy go drink again..
last time i go with my sis also got drink but
nothing happen leh...i think because my period
come lo, cannot take alcohol....
isit eat beef cannot drink alcohol
or is eat pork cannot drink?

haha im gna tweet about this
my sis say i lame

Jen || 3:51 AM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Going clubbing! not really excited,not close with sis frens
oh wells,i get my alcohol =P
and no i'm not an alcoholic,not a single breezer or wine in my house hahaha

Jen || 8:19 PM

After watching so many episodes of ghost whisperer i missed when it aired on TV, i'm thinking " true love never dies, it just got camouflaged with time".

Jen || 12:48 PM

waahh!!! i'm so glad i went out for ytd
Though we practically went on an eating trip
somehow it was fun ^_^
And i totally...hmm,won't say it here
hahas,maybe if i remember like 20years later than say
but it's not a bad thing =D

And i dyed my hair like 2 days ago or smth
and i'd alr realised it was uneven
VERY,cause before i dyed the lower part,the dye
finishing le.. I totally forgot i have long hair now.
Lols,so used to putting alot of dye on my roots
since i could never use finish the bottle before.
So ytd i started becoming more paranoid and eventually
i couldn't stand it and went to the hair salon.
(okok fine i admit i damn vain,too bad i dun have a good fashion sense)
Then i chose the very orangey brown,but the
hairstylist said the chemical percentage very strong
very bad for me since i dyed few days ago..
So he reccommend a brown which looks orangey brown...
but turn out to be more reddy
Well sure i like it,very nice =]
but..hmm...not used to it i think
i dyed red brown before,but it was alot darker than this
This red is....woah....red..no la,copper red
still the red is obvious
i like it..just wondering if it looks me
ah wells,i'm not gonna dye so soon again
my poor hair =( hehes

Having alcohol tonight! Hope i don't see the bastard in her class!

Jen || 11:24 AM

Thursday, May 20, 2010

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HVW38VY
help to do the survey thanks!

Jen || 3:15 PM

my sis sch dance fees are so freaking cheap
while studio wu prices are gna get higher i think
even it it doesn't my sis sch dance fees are still gna be cheaper
and it's only for students there
she's even mocking about my fb failed audition
she doesn't understand i really care about it
not the audition,i mean about the dance thing
i mean,i'm the one who introduce her to the dance scene
but she gets the financial power to do it
though it's not like she didn't work for her money
but still..i'm jealous...i dun have the money to dance
how i want to... and.. i think i'm a tiny bit obsessive but
when she started caring more about her dance..like
became more passionate about it..i get jealous too
its like having a boyfriend,like between the 2 of
us,i should be the one to claim i have more passion for dance..
but the crazy thing is,i dun feel that way towards my
dance friends.. funny what sisters do to each other
sry im just ranting,i'm really worried it'll be hard
for me to keep dancing when the changes are made
in the studio =(

Jen || 12:21 AM

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

oh boy,the fees changed drastically in the studio...
haiz..idk,i'm not sure about the tertiary package...
if that's gonna disappear..i'm gna forget
about saving up 1st then go open classes
lols,cause if that change,i sure will have
a very hard time going to dance by the
time i save up..oh boy...

Jen || 11:10 PM

studio wu's open classes are changing
which means the 1 year unlimited fee is changing
which means my plans might be thrown out of whack
sighhhhsss..............
nvm,i want to try other studios anw
i still hope the 1 year unlimited dun change too much

anw,going back sec sch to eat this wk
hahaha,crazy xD

Jen || 9:50 AM

Sunday, May 16, 2010

just watched some parts of nana and nana 2 again
and cried again xD
haiz...

im supposed to do my report!! dang!!!
ok i'll start to read it now T_T

Jen || 11:50 PM

love brings naught but troubles

Jen || 8:03 PM

Friday, May 14, 2010

im in an all out pissed off mode
urgh,must be cause im hungry as well too
i really hate being lectured
i mean u say one time is enough le
it's either i get it or i refuse to get it
say 1000000x more oso won't make me want to get it
it will only irritate me to no end
worse still it's my fault this time
so i can't argue or shut that ******* up
argh!!!! i get it alr!!!

Jen || 6:31 PM

me is skipping morning lesson ^^
hehees...what! i'm supposed to be drowsy
after drinking cough medicine
hahahahaha

got a "start mission" msg
lols! hip hop infinity! xD

Jen || 9:11 AM

Thursday, May 13, 2010

wah studio wu is gonna be making alot of changes,looking foward to it =D

Jen || 10:08 PM

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

ok i flunk my practical test

ok maybe not ==
but i certainly did worse than practice.
I do not know why i panicked no i don't.

streak plate:digged into agar,streaks way too close
the serial dilution one was surprisingly the better one
aseptic: dunno,should be fine
wet mount: i would have gotten full marks if i hadn't been STUPID and ask the teacher to look at it through the microscope. And i wasted around 10 to 15mins finding the E.coli which we aren't suppose to...so....ARGGHHHHHH
Gram stain:phew!!! i thought there was nothing on my slide! The assistant found it and save me 2 marks, out of dunno how many but at least didnt get egg.

still sick today but better,loads better alr

Jen || 6:32 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

nightclub city quite fun eh,but like rc,i'll get tired of it de

Jen || 11:36 AM

Monday, May 10, 2010

If u put pizza,cakes,ice cream,tiramisu or fish & chips from fish & co,truffles etc..i wouldn't want to eat them,any of them
which means smth is wrong with me still ==
i guess i've to extend my mc...hope i dun get nausea agn,i really hate it
I HATE GETTING SICK!!! =='

Jen || 9:55 PM

"i did not stretch properly before i ran"
tell me ppl, is this so fucking hard to understand?
pissed,very pissed

i think...my parents HAVE NEVER STRETCH IN THEIR WHOLE LIFE BEFORE

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ARGHHHHHH!!! if they ask me ONE MORE TIME if i'd sprain my ankle.....
i can't hit them == but i'll go mad

Jen || 1:53 PM

"i did not stretch properly before i ran"
tell me ppl, is this so fucking hard to understand?
pissed,very pissed

Jen || 1:53 PM

k fine i still went to doc ytd
and once i got out i could feel my fever going down
but after a while i got nausea
all the way to doc and back
i hate the feeling where u really wanna vomit but
there's nth,not even gastric juice
anw skipped sch for today cause i still
sound like gollum and feel sleepy

Jen || 9:56 AM

Sunday, May 9, 2010

~~motherfucker!! i hate going to private clincs they force me to go urgh!! knnnbccb~~
ok they saw how pissed i was so they gave me a pill c my fever will go down not if never still must go clinic ==
fever ar! u better go down can???

Jen || 4:08 PM

Saturday, May 8, 2010

i am dying le lah...........
i've lost my voice and i think i'm getting
a fever soon... i'd better recover fast
got work,lessons,projects and cca seh

but i got a sms tdy....i got into dance company!!
hahaha! ok,even though i said i might not stay
long cause they look kinda strict and stiff
but...i'm just happy i passed a DANCE audition
feels like...i'm being recognized as a dancer
^____^ hehes <3 dance <3 <3 <3

fb results aren't out yet
lee sun said she screwed up one the 2nd try
but hit perfectly on the third so i think
she'll probably get in
And if u're reading this,stop being so
stubbornly negative!!!! tsk tsk

me ar..hmm..i execute all the moves but
my mind was blank when i did it so...
i'm not too sure =='
somemore i didn't do the freestyle i thought of!
regret =(

my throat very very very very pain!
buay tahan...no more strepsils le ='(
mummy min~~~~~~ sobs..

ps: somemore got durian puff in fridge tempting me to worsen my throat!! argh!!!!

Jen || 8:17 PM

Friday, May 7, 2010

aha,the test so easy sia
because marlene very nice, everything that came
out was mentioned in the revision..
well,only got some twisted so i'm not sure
how would i make a clear protein jelly dessert?
=='' hmm...alot of answers but none really answer directly
anything la,confirm pass =D heehee,unless
i really make so many careless mistakes

ahh..what should i do now sia....
do report meh.. sians

Jen || 2:44 PM

Saturday, May 1, 2010

cannot find any blogskins i really like leh..sighs..

i'm treating my blog like twitter xD

Jen || 3:11 PM